I wanna be a writer

I have this urge to step up my game. Not sure if it comes and goes by itself, if I put myself in this state or if something external has to come along. Maybe some permutation of the above.

I'm not talking about my personal life, but about work ethics.

About some products of my efforts, I might have thought they were fine by that time, but now I know I could have done so much better. And it's not "brain" knowledge which I logically understand, but rather something I know for sure, for no particular reason and that I can't even imagine having doubts about. It's "body" knowledge.

In short, I'm now aware of things that I once wasn't.

Whatever these things might be - resources, discipline, ability - they've somehow surfaced now. The point of this abstract exercise is extrapolation. Given I had in the past unknown untapped resources, why would I assume all my resources have surfaced?

The process of forcing resources to surface is simple: putting yourself in situations that require resources you don't think you have.

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